Job/customer satisfaction/gratitude…. Of course I miss all that, but I think anyone does who takes pride in their work/business.
My self esteem hasn’t been affected by finishing escorting. I am actually getting more interest from men in my personal life now that I have finished escorting. Maybe I’m giving off different vibes somehow. I have been on a few real dates, so I still receive compliments and I have some amazing male friends, who love and appreciate me, for which I am very grateful.
I am naturally a very caring, loving and generous person so I get fulfillment in my personal life from my friendships/relationships.